I NEED A HEALING FOR MY SOUL

Lord I come to you this day
Praying that you will hear all that I have to say
You know my heart is in dismay
Some days I'm good others I'm not!
But you my Comforter sometimes I forgot
Lord so much pain I feel inside
Praying for the strength that you will guide
Jesus please fix this brokiness that I feel
Help me to get over the things that happen in my past
Wondering when will this frustration,sadness and hurt will last?

I don't understand everything that was plan
Lord my life I know is in your hand
Rescue me Lord Jesus from my enemies upon this land
Help me to feel your love oh my sweet dove!
Let me not look to the left or right
But always place you first in my sight
That I will continue to shine my light
You know the desires of my heart asking each day you will grant
Even still you alone will I thank!
For the love and grace you've showed me
Despite all the pain I've given thee

Lord deep down my spirit is aching and crying out
Help me,Gude me! Bless me! Rescue me! Love me is the constant shout!
Asking what is love all about?
So many guys have broken and torn me apart
One,two three four all with the dart!
I trusted and believe each and every word
Now I come to you broken,used and confused dear Lord!
Waiting in one accord..
Hmm how long My God must I wait for this person to be my mate?
Where is he so I can feel this love so freely
One comes to mind even though his life isn't in line
This Love I feel for him so
Will you make it end so I can finally let go!
But instead I'm seeing no!
Why is that?
what is the purpose of this?
Of a man I soo desperately miss..
Praying for us to be whole is my wish
But you alone know the end of this tale
Whether it's him or some other male..

Patience I'm trying my hardest to have
Your unconditional love to me you gave
Upon that day I was save..
Now I come to you once again
Saying these words so ole
Lord..
I need a healing for my soul!