This Is My Time

Time to stop living in a fantasy and live for me!
Time to stop with the wishful thinking and do for me!
Time to stop letting my past dictate my future and be all I can be!
Time to stop allowing men to have the control over my heart, desires and needs all the while trying to appease to them knowing their intentions aren't true..
Life takes you through many alterations and stages
Through my life, I shed so much tears, so much pain, so much blood
For what? for love, for acceptance, for comfort,for belonging, for self-worth, for importance, for a place as number one.
But these loves have thrown pain,disappointment, unaffection,selfishness, hatred, lack of love and compassion and no interest in my heart or needs.
It amazes me as I think over everything we as women put ourselves through just for the love of a man because you didn't receive this self-worth from your up bringing, but this is a cancer that is killing us slowly, because not only affects us as a whole but our future generations. It's time time to pull down these generational curses and rise up from torment of our past hurts,regrets and boldy say
That it's my time!!
As in the book of Ezekiel 37 verse 4 " Prophesy over these bones, and say to them: Dry bones, hear the word of the LORD!

So Dear God as I come to you
Broken and misused
I prophesy to these bones that have been dry up
Lord fill my cup
Renew the right spirit within me
Everything I give to thee
For the one who has never left or forsaken me
Loving me unconditionally
Something you do so naturally
For by your grace I am set free
To live in Joy abundantly
So Dry Bones arise!
Because greater is your reward in the skies..
A destiny set forth no man can alter
Don't my child dear falter
Instead pour your burdens upon the altar
For not my will but thine
because
This is my time!!