For the past few months I've been struggling with a major decision to make. I know what I want to do however I'm scared about doing it. Let me explain.. In September of this yr it will make 5 year since I've been in the army. Long time I know.. I love the military I do but I feel my decision to join was made due to circumstances at home leading me to make a life altering decision. Here it is again I have a yr and sum change to reenlist for you civ's it means sign up for another 2yrs.. The army is different now everyone is looking out for themselves n dat is the sad truth.. I know I shouldn't let circumstance or people in this case dictate my choices but it do and I'm trying to be positive.. I guess I'm afraid of being hurt and used and not being in control and I know I can't control people or how they may act towards me or treat me it's what I do when those situations arise... and to be honest I keep stumbling every time.. So now I must make the choice either to pursue my life outside the army or reenlist and make the best of the 2 yrs.. What about you guys have you ever had to make decisions as big as this one?
WRITTEN ORIGINALLY 8 JUN 06
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