There are times in our christian walk with God when everything may seem to be going right and we forget we still need God despite his blessings during that time. Even though we may feel we don't need him we do, each day we have to be prayed up or else were opening a crack for the enemy to enter in. The other night this happen to me, I had prayed and was so broken in my spirit crying to God as I was touched by Juanita Bynum's song " More Today" ... I still had my problems but that wasn't the reason for the tears flowing so freely and the cry from within my spirit..I felt somewhat disconnected to God and wanted to feel his presence soo much. The next day due to me not waiting completely for God to refresh me with new wine, doubt and worrying started to settle in making my spirit soo low. After a word of encouragement I realize that I can't control what's not in my grasp and to trust God for my breakthrough in everything. I realize that yesterday's anointing is meant for yesterday and in order to survive today I have to press for it, I have to want it as bad as I did the day before..You see without a constant refresh of God's anointing we are prone to being attack by the enemy, the bible says Your adversary,the devil, as a roaring lion walketh about seeking whom he may devour! (1 Peter 5:8) and if we give him an inch he sure will take a yard.. I wrote this poem I need you more years ago but it is soo fitting because we all need the Lord more day in and day out..
LORD I NEED YOU MORE THAN WORDS CAN SAY
NOT TO FORGET YOUR MATCHLESS LOVE TODAY
THIS IS MY CRY
EACH DAY I'M ASKING WHY?
I NEED TO ENDURE THIS LENGTH
YOUR JOY IS MY STRENGTH
EVERYONE SEEMS AGAINST ME
EXPLAIN WHAT I DON'T SEE
IT IS MAKING ME SO SAD
WHEN IN FACT I SHOULD BE GLAD
TRYING MY BEST
TO ENDURE ALL THE TEST
BUT TIME IS CAUSING A MESS
AND THIS PUZZLE OF LIFE IS ENDLESS LIKE CHESS
I TOLD SOME LIES
FOR WHICH YOU HEARD MY CRIES
I AM SORRY THAT I DID
NOW THAT IT'S NO LONGER HID
DON'T LET THEM PUT ME TO SHAME
THIS I CRY TO YOUR NAME
I AM NOTHING
BUT YOUR SPIRIT MAKES ME SOMETHING
AS ISAIAH SAID TO MAND YOU'VE LEAD:
WOE IS ME FOR I AM UNDONE
I AM A MAN OF UNCLEAN LIPS
WHEN THE DEVIL TRY TO MAKE ME SLIP
GOD TOUCH THOSE MEN
WHO MAKES MY SPIRIT BEND
I NEED JOY AND PEACE
WHICH BRINGS ME RELEASE
I AM NOT PERFECT
BUT I AM YOUR CHILD
WHO YOU CAN'T DENY
YOU ARE MY LIGHT
WHEN I DON'T DO THINGS RIGHT
AND STUMBLE IN THE MIDST OF THE NIGHT
JESUS I NEED TO LET GO
TO ALLOW YOUR SPIRIT TO FLOW
I NEED YOU MORE
LET ME INTO THAT DOOR
AND FALL UPON MY KNEES
TO FIX ALL MY DEEDS
HAVE YOUR SPIRIT ENGULF ME
THAT I MAY BE FREE
THIS IS MY PRAYER
THAT YOU WILL STAY NEAR
WHEN I CAN'T SEEM TO BEAR
AS YOU WIPE EVERYONE OF MY TEAR
THANKS IS MY SHOUT
THAT I WILL SPEAK OUT
THIS MY HEART WILL FOREVER POUR
BECAUSE LORD I NEED YOU MORE
2 comments:
WE ALL NEED JESUS MORE EVERYDAY....N YEA U SO RITE BOUT W ONLY TURN 2 GOD WEN WE WANT SUMTHN 2 GO RITE 4 US...N AFTER ITS OK WE GO RITE BACK 2 OUR OLD WAYS...N THTS NOT RITE...BUT GOD KNOWS WAT WE R GOIN 2 DO B4 WE DO IT...SO IF U JUST TURNING 2 IT 4 1 PARTICLUAR TIME N HE HELPS U ..WELL GOD STILL LOVES U N HES GIVING U ANOTHER CHANCE CUZ HE KNEW U WERE JUST TRUINING 2 HIM JSUT 4 THT 1 PATICULAR THANG..N AFTER U GET IT U 4GET BOUT IT...WE SHOULD COUNT THT AS A BLESSIN BCUZ GOD IS STILL GIVIN US CHANCES BUT AT TIMES WE STILL SEEM 2 FAIL N NOT LEARN N CONTINUE 2 DO DA SAME THANG...UNTIL 1 DAY WEN SUMTHANG BAD HAPPENS THTS WEN WE WANT 2 MAKE A WHOLE "U" TURN..BUT U SPEAKIN DA TRUTH CUZ U MAD TALENTED IM PROUD OF YA!
~MONA~
We need to want God in our lives daily not just today but everyday so we can overcome what satan may throw our way..Thanks but I give all credit and praise to God for he is the one doing it, I am just a willing vessel stay blessed!
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