Give me strength to withstand this season!

Seasons are fleeting just like people
One day they can be here the next they're gone
Left wondering what you did wrong?
Was I enough? Was it something I said?
Questions plaguing in your head
Nothing is promise or constant
Only thing is love
Few have it unconditionally
Instead it's temporarily like three seasons
So much hurt, pain and feel of treason
Yet you forgive and wish them the best
Realizing this season was just another test
One of patience only God can help you complete the rest
This I must confess dear Father
In spite of all I am
Why me? This burden you endured me to bear
Others neglecting nor care
I'm busy, here today gone tomorrow is all I see and hear
At times I don't understand this master plan
Yet you told me so many times it's not for me to comprehend
Instead my child endure it through the end
Lifetime, reason and season
Help me dear Lord to distinguish the three
This I pour
All of me and all that I am
You're the only one who could fully grasp the depth of it all
As I write upon this pad
Dismissing the urge to be sad
If you went through worst than I am no exception
To the betrayal, pain, hurt and deception
Of this world we live in
Yet he who is without sin
Cast the first stone
Abba father my spirit moans
So I may never understand the reason
Give me strength to withstand this season!