18 February 2016

It is well

                                       IT IS WELL

Seeking for peace which only God can provide that relief
Running from the calling bestowed upon my life
Turmoil after turmoil nothing but strife
Yet my heart turned from the one who I was undeserving of such love
He spoke time and time again through the years
Trying to prevent the flowing of my tears
But I allowed my flesh to take control and devil had a stronghold
Over my mind, body, and spirit
My faith was weaken and became filled with fear
Of a Destiny unknown but deep down there was a groan
That wouldn't be quench, a stirring, a plead
Of my inner man begging to be let out of this sleepy slumber
However; the voice I thus ignored pouring my life more
Into a deeper black hole
Confusion, disillusionment, it went on for more than a season
Nothing could fulfill what I needed and yet still
I continue to ignore that knocking upon my heart's door
For a life empty and nothing more
Everything at one point was going just fine
Suddenly a shift of positivity in the path I was on
Instead of seeking the master's face
Ignoring the sign
Laid out in plain sight
Yet I chose to do it on my own strength and might
Soon I would realize the deceit and lies
Ending in anguish and a soulful of cries
Slipping further and further away for the sake of the call
Consequently from this pedestal I did fall.
He wasn't through with me yet
It seem I continued to fret
For such a time as this
He used a servant to minister and speak to these dry bones
To arise and be woken from sleep
Restless nights but the stirring was deep
I could no longer run from the tugging on my heart
He put the pieces of the puzzle and mended me back from the start
Restoring each day what was lost
But it came with a cost
Dying to my self, losing people who no longer edify
Because he wanted to reconcile me back to my first love
My Father God from way up above
It won't be easy but I won't quit
It will be trying but his strength will allow me to endure
The testings, trials but you it will be for your glory to be poured
So I'm saying to you this day
You have look into my eyes
You have seen what I'm am
But still your by side
Telling me I can
There's time I cause you pain and times I made mistakes
Somehow you used them all to make the I you made
Every good thing I have done
Everything I've become
Everything that's turn out right
It's because your in my life
Although I might have fell
It is well...






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